25 September, 2009

Making the Tea

We have a nightmare of a temporary Surveyor working with us at the moment, who likes everything just so - you can't deviate from anything or he'll just flip, he can't cope with anything that comes up or requires urgent attention, with this in mind, my boss just sent this email to me ...

Nicola please could you provide a plastic container, shaped like a plastic cup, choice of colour brown or white to be agreed after consultation with member of staff concerned. Tea bag to comply with international world treaty supply and to be preferably of a round perforated type that will express due amount of tea over a 2 minute period. A plastic stirrer of the white variety should be provided to carry out necessary stirring in a clockwise motion. Milk should be supplied from a plastic container, following checks with members of cleaning team to ensure risk assessment is carried out on freshness of milk in conjunction with local agricultural policy to prevent any ingress of mad cow disease through digestion of contaminated liquids. Sugar should be provided through a paper container with adequate risk being assessed to identify any possible hazards such as paper cuts.

Thanks Richard
He's asking for a slap ...

06 September, 2009

Central Park Un-Hoodie Completed (Front)

Well here it is! (I'll take a pic with me wearing it when I don't look a total fright like I do today!)

Anyway, Karen asked what I would call a hoodie that's not a hoodie, well, it can either be an "Un-hoodie" or a "Hoodless" Hoodie or a plain ole cardi. So it's up to you! You decide!

I was going to do a bigger collar but realised a few rows in that I should have picked up on the opposite side which would hide the seam but I'm happy to have it this way, the aran is stiff enough to stand up the way I wanted it to anyway.

I'm so thrilled with it though! Plus I have enough yarn over to make this Tudora (maybe two) it looks like a quick knit so I'm off to cast on!

05 September, 2009

Sorted!


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Thanks to Paula and a lot of surfing last night, it finally made sense! I could see that I hadn't put enough stitches in so obviously it wasn't going to sit right, I'd stretched it to within an inch of it's life! Look at the difference now! I'm so happy!!!

Thanks must also go to Karen who has been giving me invaluable advice regarding my work situation, I'm quite short so I think a lot of people in work on Monday will be looking to see if I'm wearing heels, ha ha!!!

04 September, 2009

Central Park Hoodie


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Originally uploaded by gsdsheba
I'm having a nightmare! I've picked up and ribbed the button band, blocked it overnight and let it rest today but I still can't get the damn thing to line up and I've no idea what to do about it.

Thinking I'd be really clever, I decided to iron, yes, iron my pure new wool hoodie. The one thing you must never, ever do is iron straight on to pure wool ... it burns ... so anyway, there I was, unpicking the mess of melted wool ribbing off the other front and desperately trying to work out how to do it. Answers on a postcard would be very much appreciated please! Better still, if you know how to get it lined up I'd be ever so grateful to receive your advice. I'm thinking larger needles maybe and/or using the needles to pick up every "ladder" between the vertical rib. I think this will be visiting my mum's on Sunday ...

Thanks to everyone who has congratulated me on getting through the bullying - obviously I haven't said half as much as I could have done as it's an open blog but trust me, it has been hell and regular readers and friends, know I'm not one for exaggeration when it comes to this type of thing. It's hard getting through each day but I'm getting so much support in work from people I trust plus of course, outside of work that I know I can get through these last few weeks relatively unscathed if I let things just slide and go over my head. I caught some looks passing between her and another member of staff who is one of a small handful of her friends when I was trying to sort out a problem on the phone for her. It was the "rolling of the eyes" as if to say "how incompetent can you possibly be?" when in fact it was someone who shall remain nameless's job to sort in the first place - ooo, a Harry Potter moment! She crapped herself when I looked directly at her and caught her doing it though, if you are innocent, you don't blush to the roots of your hair now do you?

Got a weekend of knitting planned and catching up on some stuff I've taped, bliss ...

By the way, I have some excellent news. Bec took an external maths exam two years early and she had the result back today. 147 out of 160 and the highest possible grade of C. She'll now do another one next June which, if she passes will take it up to an A or B and then her third the year after which will take her to A or A* - by doing one a year, takes the pressure off having to do the three all at once. Not many get this opportunity so all I can say, is well done Bec, keep it up!

03 September, 2009

Sigh...

Well I got into work yesterday to the brilliant news that the person who has made my life hell for the past year has handed her notice in - YIPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! She feels that her job is being taken away from her and she has no control over it anymore, oh yeah, and she's feeling bullied ... yeah? Well I'm glad. Glad because she's having a taste of what she put me through only I had support from some wonderful people who helped me through the bad times, who let me talk, cry and rant and then gave me the same advice over and over - she's not worth it.

Well, all I kept singing in my head yesterday was "Hey ho, the witch is dead!!!!" Couldn't help myself!

Things were a little awkward yesterday but I just let her carry on, all the work I've done has been totally undone by her in a week plus I've found out that she's stabbed me in the back today too (I found out after she'd left). I can't go into it or I'll be breaching confidentiality but I've put the people who matter in the picture and all is well my end, it just proves how vindictive she really is. I even bump started her car for her this morning when it would start too - see, I *am* nice, it's just that she gets my back up. I'm counting down those days until I'm free of her forever (and there are many others that are too ....)

31 August, 2009

Calm before the storm ...

We've bought another poot - yeah, I know, we go a-wandering and then all hell breaks loose and we end up buying something that (I think) we don't need. It all started when Bec bought herself a netbook out of her birthday money, we needed to go wireless in order for her to be able to connect so it all went from there. In the end, bless her, my techie friend, Sue had to come over and set it up properly because I just didn't have a clue. In all fairness she said herself that Virgin wasn't the easiest of systems to set up so I didn't feel to incompetent. She had to phone the helpline a couple of times (pretending it was me), I had to laugh when she mentioned that it was "her husband's account" . It seemed to just trip off the tongue! Now I keep teasing her and Gary about "his other wife ..." goes down a storm, not. Anyway we now have Vista which I quite like although there's an awful lot of phaffing around that doesn't seem necessary with it but I'm sure I'll get used to it.

I went to the cinema with Bec and Sue last week. We fancied seeing "The Ugly Truth". I honestly thought it was mis-certificated as a 15 though, 18 was more like it. I squirmed through the entire thing as Bec sat next to me while Sue laughed her head off. So no, I won't be buying it when it comes out on dvd ... Aw, stop laughing. It was sex this, and innuendo that, blatent sexual references right though it all ... hmmm!!!

I've had some serious problems in work with the team I work for, or if I'm really honest, one particular person who is so highly strung that she will dictate what mood the office will be in for the day. She's one of the reasons the doctor put me on anti-depressants because I just couldn't cope with all the hysterical fits and foul language being continually screeched out all day. Anyway, she has been on long term sick and both myself and Sarah (who has recently just joined out team from another department) took over her job and I loved it. Not only was the job really enjoyable, I got to know Sarah better and we worked so well as a team, both learning the job as we went along and pulling together if we weren't sure what we were doing and getting the job done between us. The other person made the job look really difficult, when in reality it isn't. It's just a matter of juggling and keeping on top of things, which, when you have an organised mind, is really quite easy. Sure, you get the odd curve ball but you just work through them, if you foul up (like I have quite a few times), you just admit it, work through it, ask for help if you need it - and I've realised that there are so many people that will go out of their way to do this - and move on. Anyway, just before I finished work for my holiday, my line managers had me in the office to discuss my job. They were really happy with the way I kept on top of the contractors, knowing exactly where they were on the job and giving them tenders when they were just finishing, and if they lost everything and had no work for the following week I'd give them smaller jobs that didn't need tendering for to do so they at least had work for their men to get one with. Anyway, it's just keeping balls up in the air basically and they know the rub with me, I treat them well if it's reciprocated and so far everyone is happy, so happy in fact that contractors have asked the bosses directly if I can carry on with the job as there was no screaming and shouting and swearing going on with me unlike someone else who treated them like trash. Anyway, I told them I was more than happy to carry on but my old job would also have to be shared too. They want it that way too so that everyone knows what everyone does in case of long term sick, holidays etc, the department can carry on running smoothly which is fair enough. My line manager phoned me on Wednesday for a chat - yep, can't last a week without me! - and told me that he was getting my colleague in that afternoon to tell her of the plans. On the outside of it she said she was happy, but Sarah texted me and told me that she's spitting nails. I'm so excited about going back on Wednesday, I can hardly sleep ...not. I think a certain person will have one hell of a shock when she realises how much of a team Sarah and I have become in her absence too. We literally do as much as we can for each other to ease our workloads, it's complete teamwork and we call ourselves Team Grenfell and Cadogan! Yeah, we're sad, you can say it ...!

I have serious start-itis and finish-itis at the moment. Since finishing off a pair of socks last night which took far too long to make I've pulled out my Central Park Hoodie which I aim to finish up in the next couple of weeks. I've decided I'm not going to knit the hood though, I'm going to make a collar instead. Ooo, hark at me! Modifying patterns! I've never heard the like!

After that, I'll be on Mr Greenjeans . My mother has seen how far I've gotten with this one - do you know that it's knitted all in one from the top down?! - that she'd quite like one too! Looks like I'll be making her one for Christmas but lets see how mine turns out first. Keep your fingers crossed for me!

26 August, 2009

Japanese Feather Stole


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Originally uploaded by gsdsheba

Now that I'm totally addicted to lace, I've decided to have a go at a "proper" lace stole. This particular design is by Anne Hanson and called Japanese Feather Stole. Of course, the colour is called "Mermaid" and it's an absolute joy to knit. It's totally forgiving should I make a mistake as it's so lacy I don't think a mistake or two here and there will make much difference to the overall pattern. It's 2 ply lace - something I never, ever contemplating knitting with, 4 ply used to be scary enough - compared to 2 ply, 4 ply is positively *chunky*!!!


25 August, 2009

Woodland Shawl Take 2!


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Originally uploaded by gsdsheba
My mum was so taken with mine that I decided to make her one for Christmas this year. It's made with Unicorn Yarn, the content of which won't be revealed until around January/February of next year. Suffice to say, it's extremely soft, like alpaca or angora and and absolute joy to knit with so if you get a chance to try some, please do! I haven't washed or blocked it yet so I can't show you how pretty it is but I'll definitely update when I do.

We decided that I needed a new microwave - I had a tiny bit of rust coming through so I wasn't happy using it - anyway, off we toddled to all the electrical shops. Gary went straight to the t.v.'s (as they invariably do) so I had no option but to go find him when I'd decided on the microwave. Yep, you've guessed it, we are now the proud owner of a Sony Bravia 40" job. It's big and scary .... I couldn't watch it for a couple of days cos the damn thing was giving me a headache... hmm ...

24 August, 2009

Woodland Shawl



Yep, I know I haven't been around much lately - depression will do that to you, plus I've had to do someone else's job whilst doing my own so I haven't felt like doing much when I've got home of an evening. But I'm off for over a week now and intend to recharge my batteries, explain my absence more fully (brace yourselves!) and show off what little I've been knitting lately.



So without further ado, here's my first attempt at lace. It's called Woodland Shawl and I've knitted it on some beautiful yarn called Handmaiden Sea Silk - it's made from seaweed and I love it! My friend Jules gave me some for Christmas last year and now I'm totally addicted to it. I have since bought some more and have squirrelled it away like Scratt with his nuts...!

28 April, 2009

Rippit Rippit ....

I'm making a pair of socks for someone who shall remain anon and I've decided, after I've got to the heel, that I'm not happy with the way it's turning out, so tonight I'm going to frog and reknit them on a bigger needle so hopefully the pattern will pop.

Same for the Woodland Shawl shawl I'm knitting, made a mistake somewhere and haven't a clue where, it's all yo's so I daren't start messing with it or I'll stress up! Nope, its easier to rip it back and start again.

Sigh .....

24 April, 2009

TGIF!

Well this week has been a very busy week! It seems to have flown by. I have been home late every night and if I haven't I've been dashing off somewhere again, aerobics or pilates class ...

Talking about Pilates, I mentioned yesterday that I felt great, today however, it's a very different story! My "core" muscles - which between you and me I never knew I had - are aching! Don't get me wrong, it's a good ache, the type you get when you've had a really good workout and you are not at the point where you can't move, but have that, well, ache!

Rebecca had a brilliant day at work yesterday. She took part in "Take Your Sons and Daughters to Work" Day. She had some training with the webteam which she said she enjoyed a lot, then after lunch she worked on a powerpoint presentation and had some talks about what a typical day was like in an office, which, again I think she enjoyed. There'll be some photo's floating around soon so once I get these, I'll post a couple up.

I read on RosemaryConley's Twitter that "The staff danced a stunning routine to Michael Jackson's Thriller" so no doubt, I'll be aerobic-ing to THAT on Monday... watch this space!

23 April, 2009

Pilates

Yesterday I went to my very first Pilates class and I thoroughly enjoyed it (even though I probably didn't get as much out of it as the more experienced people there). It was the fastest exercise hour I've ever done! You know how usually when you've had enough, the rest of the session just drags on and on, well not once did I feel this way, in fact I think I could have quite easily gone another hour and felt the same way!

I'm obviously not using my "core" muscles yet as I'm still trying to remember everything all at once and I was probably still quite tense throughout, but I spoke to the instructor afterwards and she assured me that everything would fall into place in a few weeks or so - watch this space!

22 April, 2009

Too Sweet!

A short while ago, a work colleague went into premature labour with her twins, unfortunately, the little boy died, but her daughter survived, although it was touch and go for a while afterwards. It's now great to hear that she's doing so well and they have been told that a tentative date for early June has been set for her to go home.
As my mother was also a twin who lost her sister (five days after she was born) I felt I really must do something - I only wish I'd taken photos - so I made several preemie hats for her. This was the reply I had yesterday ...


Hiya Nic

Mum has asked me to email you ... Thanks for my fab little hats - I cant wait till I'm big enough to be wearing some clothes !! At the moment I'm wearing just a nappy and an incubator hat !! They're all the rage here !!

I had an operation last Thursday to close a duct on my heart - well at least I got to go to Bristol for a trip to get it done ! I'm recovering well and came off the vent on Sunday - hopefully this time I will stay off it. I am now weighing 2lb12oz, so wont be long before I can get in to some clothes !

Will come and visit you when I'm bigger and stronger - I'm not due out of hospital till early June so long way to go yet


love
Cerys
xxx

It's lovely to be appreciated and a little note goes a long way knowing how tired and busy they must be to take time to write this.

19 April, 2009

Monkeys


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Originally uploaded by gsdsheba

Well I know I've been a long time posting, but I've been really up and down these past few months and I really haven't found the will to update my blog. However, I've been quite busy as you can see, I absolutely love these socks, they're called "Monkeys" from Cookie A and can be found at Knitty.com.

I've been off for a week (thankfully) I've been having a bit of a rough time in work again and needed to take some time off and have a break from the office. Although this week I have a meeting to discuss my job role and others too and how we can integrate them a little more, which I'm not looking forward to at all. My job is busy enough as it is without having to take on more because I know if I do something "as a favour" it'll end up with it suddenly becoming part of my job and I can really do without that kind of stress right now.

Last Friday I went to a
Rosemary Conley Roadshow which was held at the newly refurbished LC we had loads of fun and I feel totally motivated to get to my goal weight now, I've nearly lost three stone, just another stone to go but that's always the hardest and feeling the way I have been lately I haven't really lost anything since Christmas - awful isn't it?! Anyway, I've read up on my books, going to sort a menu (of sorts) out this week and damn well stick to it - positive thinking! Nothing is getting me down this week, I'm determined!

Going to my first Pilates class on Wednesday - I'll let you know how I get on!



Thanks to everyone who's emailed and asked how I am, rest assured, I'm getting there slowly, just takes time. My special thanks go to Karen for checking up on me - you're great!


23 January, 2009

Congratulations!

At the end of last year, my stepfather graduated from Swansea University, it was a computer degree that he started after he persued when he retired. Considering when he had the computer my mother and him thought the only thing they'd be doing with it is dusting the damn thing, I'd say, the boy did good!





It must have been on the coldest day so far that year, you can almost see us shivering! It was so lovely to see him achieve his degree, he'd worked so hard for it and the official pictures have pride of place in both homes.

18 January, 2009

Thank you.

Firstly I'd like to thank all who have posted wishing me well and congratulating me on my two girls, thanks have to go to Claire who placed them for me in the first place. If I'd have done it, one of them would have ended up looking at the other one's boobs ... hmmm. Not really the look I was after.

I've had quite a bad week in work this week. In December I witnessed a "spat" in the office where a colleague from another department was quite aggressive towards one of my team members and another stepped in and got rounded on and screamed at. Unfortunately, she was suspended when my colleague reported her for using foul language. Because I was there, I had to write a statement giving my version of events. This has now gone further and I had to meet with the Investigating Officer to give a verbal version of events. Not something that's pleasant at the best of times, let alone when I'm being treated for depression and my psoriasis is totally out of control at the moment. I saw her in Reception and she made a point of totally blanking me, sigh ...

I've managed to finish my Dashings this week ...

Just in time for the cold and wet weather we're expecting this week, methinks.


I'm going to try a stitchy rotation again this year over on Stitch Direct's forum. The difference this year is that it's a fortnightly SAL rather than a weekly one. One of the members said that you could have a good crack at a WIP over two weeks rather than just one therefore see much more at the end of the fortnight.

There's also a Competition SAL.

For this round, I'm going to do Silver Moon Fairy by Jessica Galbreth, I've already made a start, but there's really not much to see yet ...



Hopefully that'll change as the year goes on. Hmm ...


I'm also going to stitch Sadness of an Angel in Vikki Clayton Silks. She had a sale on a few months ago to make way for some new stock, so I took full advantage and bought everything I needed for it. I've done a few rows and so far it's turning out beautifully, but no pic yet until I've done a bit more. The silks are absolutely gorgeous to use and well with trying a couple of skeins.


I've also started knitting a pair of socks for myself (about time too, my mum said! I tend to knit for others). It's a free chart by Knitzi, called Nutkin ...




I had the yarn from my friend, Jules for my birthday in August. It's not only a gorgeous colour, it's an absolute joy to knit with too! Thanks, Jules!

11 January, 2009

Yes, it's been a long time ...

And I'm sorry I haven't been around. I had a complete meltdown in work in October and have had to have a lot of support both from my colleagues and from the doctor which is still ongoing as I write, but I'm slowly getting better and having less panic attacks. I'm still getting wound up about actually going to work but I can at least get in through the doors now and get on with day to day stuff.



I'll explain more as I blog more, I'm only now really starting to want to write again and show you what I've been doing during the past few months. So here we go ...


My girls are finally framed and on the wall - I refused to put anything on this wall until I'd done these as I knew they would look absolutely perfect for it ... and they are.




I knitted quite a lot for Christmas, there's nothing like adding a bit of pressure over before Christmas now is there? I finally finished Gary's socks on Christmas Eve, that's how close it got (although I don't have a pic of those for some reason). Here's just a selection of the 8 pairs I knitted, on top of that I made two pairs of fingerless mitts and a hat!



I had some lovely knitty ( Knitting Circles Around Socks sock yarn, circs and sock blockers) and stitchy stuff ( Moonlit Mermaid , Dangerous Beauty) for Christmas as well as some books At My Mother's Knee by Paul O'Grady, Look Who It Is - Alan Carr and of course, How To Be A Gardener by Alan Titchmarsh - looking forward to doing more with the garden this year! (But only if next door's bloody dog stops jumping into my garden and stops wrecking havock ... my sprouts are inedible now, sigh ...) I have one more thing to show you that's very special to me but I haven't taken a proper photo of it yet (need good light, so you'll have to wait!)


More posts this week, promise, I have plenty more to tell.

19 October, 2008

Deepest Love and Queen Mermaid - FINISHED!!!

Yes, you read right! I've finally finished Deepest Love and Queen Mermaid!! First of all, here's Deepest Love ....


I have to admit, I really didn't enjoy stitching her (and what on earth is that swirly thing wrapped around her?!) I thought it would become apparent (like Titania sitting on a rose) but it never happened, so answers on a postcard please! I found her colours very boring - how many shades of green??? Anyway, she's done now and I'm pleased.


Here's my ladies together ....


(Sorry for such a crap picture, I never was much good).


Tomorrow they're off to Ocean Framers - yep, I've even found the perfect framers for them!


I have a wall that's been bare forever just so I could put these to on it!

04 September, 2008

Tail's done!!

I'm making progress now and can see the end in sight ... honest! Actually she's done, it's just that swirly thing and the beads to do and she's finished! Thanks to all that's commented on her, your comments really are encouraging.

Take a look.




Other news ...!

Bec hasn't been well over the weekend, we took her bowling and she was great until she got hot then was sick. It's the iron tablets that's doing it, so I phoned the surgery and asked if she could have gentler ones - the rottweiller of a receptionist (yep, every surgery has one) wanted to know the ins and out of a cat's bum before she'd talk to the doctor. I wish I'd just made the appointment and went to see one of them but, me trying to be thoughtful thought it would save an appointment for someone else. Anyway, she eventually gave in and arranged for a new script. So over she went for it, called into the chemist and walked back to my mil's. She was reading the bottle and realised that they had expired! March 2008!!! She phoned me for advice and I told her to get straight back over there and explain and tell them that you want a fresh batch. She overheard them talking in the back and saying that they've been dishing them out all week!! Surely as a duty of care they are going to have to recall all those scripts or people are going to be ill. Thankfully Bec hadn't taken any.

Work is as mental as anything (weren't they an 80's band??) although we are now back up to full speed, sort of - we have a temporary building surveyor and the voids administrator is off sick, it still feels like we have loads of staff here - a lot different from August when it was just me and one other and when he went out I was Billy Nomates (sob!)

September feels like everything is back the way it should be somehow. The kids are back in school and settling into a routine, the roads are a lot busier in the morning with the school run, holidays are finished and there's a lull before Christmas stitching/knitting and shopping starts. I love it!

20 August, 2008

Deepest Love!

I'm finally on the tail! I have to be totally honest with you and say that I haven't enjoyed stitching her at all which is unusual for me as I love stitching mermaids. I'm hating the swirly thing that's wrapped around her too!




Deep down I know that when she's done and I can see both her and Queen Mermaid together, they'll look stunning as I think they'll really compliment one another. She's just never been my favourite mermaid - that would be Mermaid of the Pearls who shimmers in my bathroom!



I'm hoping to get her done by the end of August - mind you I've been saying that since around March, heh heh! Considering Queen Mermaid only took me 6 weeks, this one has really bombed me out, taking nearly a year so far.



After she's done I'm going to have to start (and finish) Passione Ricamo's Country Sunset, and I'm really looking forward to that ... NOT. But it's my mother's Christmas present so I'll really need some encouragement to keep on track with that one. Hint, hint!



I've listed some 2008 goals on Stitch Direct's forum, and so far I have achieved the grand finish of .... NONE!